THE HIGHER MADNESS
Michael Dunn wrote: More on Dreams... Sometimes i feel as though our "God" must actually be the God of Slumbre, and that all this faith-warping, Mind-fucking Time is simply some morbidly horrid wet dream that she is going through. Still... that leaves the resoundful concept of Eternity................... as being, perhaps, none other than the mess left between the sheets. The Black Silky sheets composed of what the theorists call "Dark Matter". i don't always feel this way, as i used the word 'sometimes' to open this address... this excerpt from my current work~ "The Philosophy of Higher Insanity." Yes, i don't always feel this way... And i thank our 'Dear Lord' for blessing me with bipolar insanity. Upon other less occasional 'sometimes' i tend to feel as though our god is actually the Mother of Reverse Atheism. What with her conception of Infinite Fallability (aka Human Consciousness) who could ever even feign blaming her for self-inflicting some mild strain of natural-selective amnesia as means for maintaining a certain non-definable percentage of her self-esteem. Yes, to the Sea of Amnesia with Humanity!! Let them embrace the same Emptiness they seem so proud to Become... GAOLACH DIA The depths of winter longing are ice within my heart the shards of shattered covenents lie sharp against my soul the wraiths of long-lost ecstasy still tear us 2 apart these sullen winds of bitterness still keen from turn to pole The scars and twisted tendons, the stumps of off-struck limbs this aching pit of hunger and throb of unset bone my sanded burning eyeballs as light within them dims add nothing to this torment of lying here alone The shimmering flames of fever trace out your blessed face my broken eardrums echo yet your voice inside my head i do not dread this DARKNESS which crawls toward me apace i only fear the loss of You that comes when i am dead... Can You, Carefully, reveal to me What Gaolach Dia means to you... Mr.Still???