Everything I always wanted to know about myself...
Uzair M. wrote: hey.. thanx for ur email david.. as far as ur question abt other ppl knowing me better than i know myself... i don't know abt that... at least in my case.. i've never allowed anyone to become a part of my life... my life is a lie... i've lied abt my past to everyone i know... not bcuz i had something to hide.. but bcuz as a kid (abt 15) .. i felt that that i had to make my family seem rich and myself much more worldly to fit in... one small lie abt one vacation has led to a web of lies... a life of lies.. by which i am surrounded.. i realised last year that i do not want to live like this... so i am slowly making changes... i've stopped talkign abt my past... (my false past that is) .. i am going to move away to a different city in two years.. when i hopefully go away to law school.. i want to make a fresh start.. and live my life anew.. i do not know why i am telling you this... i have never told anyone... i hope to in a while.. but i have not told anyone yet... but as soon a i came across ur website... i felt something inside me awaken.. i do wanna be someone else.. yet in the end.. i wanna be myself. i have never spoken so openly to anyone.. i don't know what it is.. but i thought i would write to you truthfully... a first step towards my new life perhaps .. i hope u don't mind... write back if u like... i would love to continue our conversation ... btw, why do u feel that others know u better than urself...? i have to go.. have a pleasant day! always, uzi ps: check out my weblog if u want ... http://essentialuzi.blogspot.com