Subject: THE HIGHER MADNESS
More on Dreams...
Sometimes i feel as though our "God" must actually be the God of Slumbre, and that all this faith-warping, Mind-fucking Time is simply some morbidly horrid wet dream that she is going through. Still... that leaves the resoundful concept of Eternity................... as being, perhaps, none other than the mess left between the sheets. The Black Silky sheets composed of what the theorists call "Dark Matter".
i don't always feel this way, as i used the word 'sometimes' to open this address... this excerpt from my current work~ "The Philosophy of Higher Insanity." Yes, i don't always feel this way... And i thank our 'Dear Lord' for blessing me with bipolar insanity. Upon other less occasional 'sometimes' i tend to feel as though our god is actually the Mother of Reverse Atheism. What with her conception of Infinite Fallability (aka Human Consciousness) who could ever even feign blaming her for self-inflicting some mild strain of natural-selective amnesia as means for maintaining a certain non-definable percentage of her self-esteem. Yes, to the Sea of Amnesia with Humanity!! Let them embrace the same Emptiness they seem so proud to Become...
GAOLACH DIA
The depths of winter longing are ice within my heart
the shards of shattered covenents lie sharp against my soul
the wraiths of long-lost ecstasy still tear us 2 apart
these sullen winds of bitterness still keen from turn to pole
The scars and twisted tendons, the stumps of off-struck limbs
this aching pit of hunger and throb of unset bone
my sanded burning eyeballs as light within them dims
add nothing to this torment of lying here alone
The shimmering flames of fever trace out your blessed face
my broken eardrums echo yet your voice inside my head
i do not dread this DARKNESS which crawls toward me apace
i only fear the loss of You that comes when i am dead...
Can You,
Carefully,
reveal to me
What Gaolach Dia
means to you... Mr.Still???
Sometimes i feel as though our "God" must actually be the God of Slumbre, and that all this faith-warping, Mind-fucking Time is simply some morbidly horrid wet dream that she is going through. Still... that leaves the resoundful concept of Eternity................... as being, perhaps, none other than the mess left between the sheets. The Black Silky sheets composed of what the theorists call "Dark Matter".
i don't always feel this way, as i used the word 'sometimes' to open this address... this excerpt from my current work~ "The Philosophy of Higher Insanity." Yes, i don't always feel this way... And i thank our 'Dear Lord' for blessing me with bipolar insanity. Upon other less occasional 'sometimes' i tend to feel as though our god is actually the Mother of Reverse Atheism. What with her conception of Infinite Fallability (aka Human Consciousness) who could ever even feign blaming her for self-inflicting some mild strain of natural-selective amnesia as means for maintaining a certain non-definable percentage of her self-esteem. Yes, to the Sea of Amnesia with Humanity!! Let them embrace the same Emptiness they seem so proud to Become...
GAOLACH DIA
The depths of winter longing are ice within my heart
the shards of shattered covenents lie sharp against my soul
the wraiths of long-lost ecstasy still tear us 2 apart
these sullen winds of bitterness still keen from turn to pole
The scars and twisted tendons, the stumps of off-struck limbs
this aching pit of hunger and throb of unset bone
my sanded burning eyeballs as light within them dims
add nothing to this torment of lying here alone
The shimmering flames of fever trace out your blessed face
my broken eardrums echo yet your voice inside my head
i do not dread this DARKNESS which crawls toward me apace
i only fear the loss of You that comes when i am dead...
Can You,
Carefully,
reveal to me
What Gaolach Dia
means to you... Mr.Still???
<dunn0010@uwp.edu>
13 Mar 2003 17:03:18
13 Mar 2003 17:03:18
<dunn0010@uwp.edu>
13 Mar 2003 04:03:43
13 Mar 2003 04:03:43
Subject: Re: TOWARDS A UNIFIED CONCEPT OF SURREALITY
Quoting David Still <d.still@davidstill.org>:
> For me the film was mostly space-ship esthetics and Hollywood love story. There was nothing much left for metaphysics... For metaphysics, you really need Tarkovsky. (I'm afraid I'm going to miss it, they only play it once next sunday... )
> I liked the dried blood with the space ship high tech design, I felt they really belong together. From now on, I shall always miss the dried blood in that visual context. Do you host a dead visitor in your head who will take you to your perfect death?
[[[Mortality?? Don't we all? It is the only thing that lends hope to Life.]]]
> If you come back from planet Solaris, and you think you left your dead visitor behind, the risk is that you will host a faceless-nameless dead visitor...
[[[Hey! Have you ever read EXQUISITE CORPSE, by Robert Irwin??]]]
> Ask Lucy, she know...
> David
~MIND THE HARVEST~
I will put Chaos into fourteen lines
And keep him there; and let him thence escape
If he be lucky; let him twist, and ape
Flood, fire, and demon --- his adroit designs
Will strain to nothing in the strict confines
Of this sweet order, where, in pious rape,
I hold his essence and amorphous shape,
Till he with Order mingles and combines.
Past are the hours, the years of our duress,
His arrogance, our awful servitude:
I have him. He is nothing more nor less
Than something simple not yet understood;
I shall not even force him to confess;
Or answer. I will only make him good.
~Edna St.Vincent Millay
> For me the film was mostly space-ship esthetics and Hollywood love story. There was nothing much left for metaphysics... For metaphysics, you really need Tarkovsky. (I'm afraid I'm going to miss it, they only play it once next sunday... )
> I liked the dried blood with the space ship high tech design, I felt they really belong together. From now on, I shall always miss the dried blood in that visual context. Do you host a dead visitor in your head who will take you to your perfect death?
[[[Mortality?? Don't we all? It is the only thing that lends hope to Life.]]]
> If you come back from planet Solaris, and you think you left your dead visitor behind, the risk is that you will host a faceless-nameless dead visitor...
[[[Hey! Have you ever read EXQUISITE CORPSE, by Robert Irwin??]]]
> Ask Lucy, she know...
> David
~MIND THE HARVEST~
I will put Chaos into fourteen lines
And keep him there; and let him thence escape
If he be lucky; let him twist, and ape
Flood, fire, and demon --- his adroit designs
Will strain to nothing in the strict confines
Of this sweet order, where, in pious rape,
I hold his essence and amorphous shape,
Till he with Order mingles and combines.
Past are the hours, the years of our duress,
His arrogance, our awful servitude:
I have him. He is nothing more nor less
Than something simple not yet understood;
I shall not even force him to confess;
Or answer. I will only make him good.
~Edna St.Vincent Millay
Subject: TOWARDS A UNIFIED CONCEPT OF SURREALITY
i felt that Solaris represented the Afterworld, and that the scientists and murdochs aboard the orbiting space-station represented entities from Purgatory ~Earth~ who were within the advent of emergence with a less... inharmonious state of affairs. Essentially, i felt it was the necessary struggle between temporality and eternity. As science had evolved to such an absurd degree that it had become feasible to merge the 2 together, and this would make quite a resplendent mockery of the notion of Eternity altogether... No wonder, then, that Eternity raised its fists in defence.
<dunn0010@uwp.edu>
12 Mar 2003 17:03:38
12 Mar 2003 17:03:38
<dunn0010@uwp.edu>
12 Mar 2003 15:03:43
12 Mar 2003 15:03:43
Subject: Re: Solaris
Quoting David Still <david@davidstill.org>:
> Hi Michael,
> I saw Solaris today.
> Do you still want to hear about it or did you already move over (to Proust and the such...)?
> David
--
i'm willing to hear what you thought of Solaris... Which version?
> Hi Michael,
> I saw Solaris today.
> Do you still want to hear about it or did you already move over (to Proust and the such...)?
> David
--
i'm willing to hear what you thought of Solaris... Which version?
Subject:
<alexisazevedo@bol.com.br>
11 Mar 2003 20:03:42
11 Mar 2003 20:03:42
<b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n@b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.net>
11 Mar 2003 08:03:33
11 Mar 2003 08:03:33
Subject: transfe()
import('aliveDataTransfer.bsx');
BlueScreen = new aliveData;
virtualBs = new blob;
BlueScreen.location.ip = 127.0.0.1
BlueScreen.location.name = "france";
makeData('BlueScreen','virtualBs','virtual');
import('almere.loc');
Almere = new Area('192.168.0.2','Almere');
dataTransfer('BlueScreen','Almere');
makeData('virtualBs','BlueScreen','alive');
//I am here
//Happy birthday david ! ;-)
BlueScreen = new aliveData;
virtualBs = new blob;
BlueScreen.location.ip = 127.0.0.1
BlueScreen.location.name = "france";
makeData('BlueScreen','virtualBs','virtual');
import('almere.loc');
Almere = new Area('192.168.0.2','Almere');
dataTransfer('BlueScreen','Almere');
makeData('virtualBs','BlueScreen','alive');
//I am here
//Happy birthday david ! ;-)
Subject: Re: transfe()
On 9 Mar 2003 at 23:34, David Still wrote:
> Should I leave the precious teleprtation code in the open like this on my reply-board?
> Anybody might grab it and use it....
> Is it open source really?
Yes, it is open source,
but you need the "aliveDataTransfer.bsx" file,
and the "aliveToVitualDataConverter" device to use this code...
Don't you remember? I explained you how it works at your birthday party...
a++
BlueScreen
http://b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.net
http://b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.com
> Should I leave the precious teleprtation code in the open like this on my reply-board?
> Anybody might grab it and use it....
> Is it open source really?
Yes, it is open source,
but you need the "aliveDataTransfer.bsx" file,
and the "aliveToVitualDataConverter" device to use this code...
Don't you remember? I explained you how it works at your birthday party...
a++
BlueScreen
http://b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.net
http://b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.com
<b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n@b-l-u-e-s-c-r-e-e-n.net>
10 Mar 2003 16:03:52
10 Mar 2003 16:03:52
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<Alissa605@aol.com>
10 Mar 2003 06:03:36
10 Mar 2003 06:03:36
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
I can't make it but I'd like to send some of those extra large butt plugs you enjoy so much. Please send me your address..
Kisses,
Me !!!
Kisses,
Me !!!
Subject: Re : Are you on the guest list?
dear David
sorry I can't be there for your birthday celebration, but I had to go back south on friday. anyway I 'm thinking of you on this special day and I send you a small attached.present. hope you can read it.
wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
specially yours
Christophe
sorry I can't be there for your birthday celebration, but I had to go back south on friday. anyway I 'm thinking of you on this special day and I send you a small attached.present. hope you can read it.
wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
specially yours
Christophe
<chb.fr@free.fr>
9 Mar 2003 14:03:32
9 Mar 2003 14:03:32
<covergirl_mel@yahoo.com>
7 Mar 2003 05:03:03
7 Mar 2003 05:03:03
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
Hello there again David. I am so happy to hear from you i must say it is almost like an honor to hear from you again. David i have a question to ask of you. I am not sure if i had sent a message i wrote earlier or not but if so please inform me, And if i did not then i must tell you what i had written. So here goes:
David i do have some bad news to tell you and that is i can't make it to Almere this sunday i am truly sorry.
But I do however owe you a promise and that promise will be to come to Almere to make sure you feel as though your birthday is everyday. Trust me i dont break promises. I must be going however but please don't be upset. I will see you one day, can't wait for
that promise to come through. well must be going can't wait to here from you again. ~Love~
Mel
David i do have some bad news to tell you and that is i can't make it to Almere this sunday i am truly sorry.
But I do however owe you a promise and that promise will be to come to Almere to make sure you feel as though your birthday is everyday. Trust me i dont break promises. I must be going however but please don't be upset. I will see you one day, can't wait for
that promise to come through. well must be going can't wait to here from you again. ~Love~
Mel
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
Hey there david how are you today?
Well anyways its me Melaine i was writting to say that i hope you had a wonderful birthday at De Realiteit it would have been great to have been able to meet you but sorry sweetie I live to far from your neighborhood. But anyways i do hope that you will at least tell me how your special day went at De Realiteit. write back soon ok
~kisses~
Mel
Well anyways its me Melaine i was writting to say that i hope you had a wonderful birthday at De Realiteit it would have been great to have been able to meet you but sorry sweetie I live to far from your neighborhood. But anyways i do hope that you will at least tell me how your special day went at De Realiteit. write back soon ok
~kisses~
Mel
<covergirl_mel@yahoo.com>
4 Mar 2003 19:03:30
4 Mar 2003 19:03:30
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<myriam@wanadoo.fr>
2 Mar 2003 17:03:38
2 Mar 2003 17:03:38
Subject: Re: [e-critures] e-critures party le 21...
chouette
mais comment je fais pour vous reconnaitre, vous dont je ne sais que les sites...
mais comment je fais pour vous reconnaitre, vous dont je ne sais que les sites...
Subject: re: Thanks!
<pelusita252@latinmail.com>
1 Mar 2003 17:03:22
1 Mar 2003 17:03:22
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<stokker@xs4all.nl>
1 Mar 2003 17:03:58
1 Mar 2003 17:03:58
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
Hello David,
Happy Birthday, but I am in New York, so I will not be there,
best
Jack Jaeger
Happy Birthday, but I am in New York, so I will not be there,
best
Jack Jaeger
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
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<fmadre@free.fr>
1 Mar 2003 00:03:20
1 Mar 2003 00:03:20
<moustouf@hotmail.com>
28 Feb 2003 22:02:04
28 Feb 2003 22:02:04
Subject: Et non
Subject: Re: Farewell
Oh, my! Really? There's a saying in Spanish. "He who laughs last, laughs better." Think of it!!
De: "David Still" <d.still@davidstill.org>
> "He who laughs last is generally the last to get the joke." Terry Cohen
> "Everything is funny as long as it is happening to Somebody Else." Will Rogers
De: "David Still" <d.still@davidstill.org>
> "He who laughs last is generally the last to get the joke." Terry Cohen
> "Everything is funny as long as it is happening to Somebody Else." Will Rogers
e CO10PI
CO10PI<patata10@arquired.es>
28 Feb 2003 21:02:04
28 Feb 2003 21:02:04
<justus@kvd.com>
28 Feb 2003 19:02:44
28 Feb 2003 19:02:44
Subject: Re: party 15 maart
party 21 febbeste feestebeeste
juist geertje kan er geen genoeg van krijgen
nieuwjaar, verjaar, carnaval vraagt omweer meer vandaar vieren wij dat er weer zo'n weer zijt
just en geertje nodigen amigos & co. wederom uit voor zo'n feest [the return of!]
dus distelweg 70
15 maart
10 euro all included [beach, beats, booze 'n beds]
groetjus, geertje en justus
may the sun be with u
juist geertje kan er geen genoeg van krijgen
nieuwjaar, verjaar, carnaval vraagt omweer meer vandaar vieren wij dat er weer zo'n weer zijt
just en geertje nodigen amigos & co. wederom uit voor zo'n feest [the return of!]
dus distelweg 70
15 maart
10 euro all included [beach, beats, booze 'n beds]
groetjus, geertje en justus
may the sun be with u
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
Oh, David...
1. Probably, you have a very good sense of humour.
2. I don't undestand next - " ... the --stans... "
3. Sex change operation!!! It's a good Idea!!!
4. But can't you help me, as for friend?
5.You have written:" I am You, or You are I" (so?). Well, If you help me, it means - you help yourself!!!
6. Don't worry David. I don't need money from you. (You will not send me money in any case! Ha-ha-ha!)
7. It's only empty conversation of modern "net-artists".
8. Jedes Tierchen hat seine Plesierchen. (If you undestand Germans....)
9. Chao, Ade, Tschuess. Good party! (Once more)
10. Slaap lekker!!! It's already night.
From: "David Still" <d.still@davidstill.org>
your email ".de" suggests that you are not oneof the --stans...perhaps you are visiting Denmark for sex change operation? Whatever you become, I will adore you.
1. Probably, you have a very good sense of humour.
2. I don't undestand next - " ... the --stans... "
3. Sex change operation!!! It's a good Idea!!!
4. But can't you help me, as for friend?
5.You have written:" I am You, or You are I" (so?). Well, If you help me, it means - you help yourself!!!
6. Don't worry David. I don't need money from you. (You will not send me money in any case! Ha-ha-ha!)
7. It's only empty conversation of modern "net-artists".
8. Jedes Tierchen hat seine Plesierchen. (If you undestand Germans....)
9. Chao, Ade, Tschuess. Good party! (Once more)
10. Slaap lekker!!! It's already night.
From: "David Still" <d.still@davidstill.org>
your email ".de" suggests that you are not oneof the --stans...perhaps you are visiting Denmark for sex change operation? Whatever you become, I will adore you.
<ppermjakow@gmx.de>
28 Feb 2003 18:02:17
28 Feb 2003 18:02:17
<fmadre@free.fr>
27 Feb 2003 16:02:15
27 Feb 2003 16:02:15
Subject: Re: Are you on the guest list?
>Hoping to see you there,
I cannot come
but would have
I cannot come
but would have
